You want what you can't have

This saying has been with me for as long as i remember, its not the focal point of this blog I just thought it was something that might affect your lives like it has mine


Today was a fun day, got to sleep late, then I went over to apple's house and we played video games for like two minutes, then we realized that John was eating flarp, safe to say apple and i were a little confused by the images that we were seeing. We decided that it was not safe to eat it, and possibly flammable, so in an attempt to rid John of the urge to eat, we took a lighter to its face! We thought it might be like napalm and burst into flame, but alas it seemed only to bend to the will of the fire. In frustration I decided we would play a game i entitled "FIRE!!!" Basically I lit things on fire and would fight Apple and John off as they tried to put it out. I love that game, I never win though, good thing cuz if i win the world goes up in flames :) Then we went to sonic, Apple made me drive, so i got him to pay for my food. (happy face) He used to work there so the employees invited us inside, turns out I knew about half the people in there...weird. I don't know about you, but i had never been inside a sonic, its pretty normal...unfortunately, I was honestly expecting robots and cyborgs to make the food i eat, turns out it was people!!! With food successfully in our tummies we sat down to indulge in the gluttony and sloth portions of our day with a movie, Superbad. It wasn't any different from the last time I had seen it.


All throughout the day I swore I was hearing music, I eventually deduced i was crazy, but about 5 minutes ago I realized had somehow turned my Ipod on, and it had been playing for about 10 hours, I STILL HAVE HALF MY BATTERY!!! My Ipod owns!


Tomorrow is Easter...yay. I will probably be forced to wake up early, be forced to go to church, and then be forced to be awkward around my old acquaintances.

We were supposed to go see my grandma but to my understanding, that got canceled, so my sisters are making me wash there cars, they suck, and are dumb, and are psycho lesbians, and read my blog so I'm gonna bad mouth them as much as possible, jackasses.


The Monday is the day I'm more worried about, my second period mostly, that will be the first time I will talk to Grace since we broke up. I imagine one of two scenarios happening one is it will be horribly awkward and I wont talk much, or the other version is an unusually happier time. In the class, I arrive and the guys are there, they look at me knowing that it will be awkward so i say, "lets turn her desk backward, no not for cereals" (everyone laughs in fear of an awkward moment). She walks in, takes 10 steps to get to me stares into my eyes and before she can say anything, I raise my hand and say, "whats up heart breaker". She smiles, laughs, denies my high five attempt, and asks if I'm OK. I stand there with a confused look on my face and ask, "who do you think I am, nothing can break me". I walk back to my desk sit down and start to feel my emotions clawing there way to my head, so i fall asleep in my desk. Follow me on this one. Then while I sleep, for some reason the world goes into chaos, nukes are sent everywhere, and the school is destroyed by a shock wave. As the world clears and the dust settles, out of the rubble the people of the class rise out of the dirt...different from what they once were. Gifted would be the term I would use to describe them, but not an x-men kind of gifted, a power that is wrong not meant to be. As the group realizes what has befallen the rest of the world, and what each others "power" is, the differences begin to show themselves. The group of survivors becomes split between the keepers and the helpers. The keepers want to keep the world as is...theirs. The helpers want to find a way to return the world to what it once was. So the battles rage, power against power, friends against friends for years of darkness. Then the one trump card for either side becomes apparent, a young child from somewhere unknown. Then the resulting war is all for the innocence and purity of this poor child, the savior.

wow did I just type that? That was easy, no wonder Alec is married to writing. Now I feel bad that I made you read all that and it has no relevance to anyone. Sorry, did i mention I'm crazy. :D

Have an awesome Easter everyone!!!