I cant remember anything!!!

CRAP!!! I have saved up all this stuff to blog about but I cant remember any of it.
I had all this insightful and beautiful thoughts lined up for this very occasion but I am to stupid to remember anything. I posted a week ago and now all I can remember is what happened today and yesterday at Josh's party (he is a junior friend of mine, you probably don't know him). Fine, I guess i can write about dreams.

I have had a recurring nightmare, nothing too bad, but maybe I'm underestimating what it means.

I wake on a normal day to notice this iron bar lodged through my hand, no pain, no blood, just a quarter sized foot long bar breaking through my hand. I ask my parents and my sisters, but they dont see anything, like i'm the only one who can see it. I head off to school thinking that their is just a problem in my head and I will get over it.
To keep the fear in my mind the dream skips my morning up until school starts.
As my friends, the ones closest to me, come over to me I ask about the bar in my hand but no one can see it. Suddenly and without warning, the metal starts to grow longer, the pain on my end is excruciating, enough to take me to my knees.
If only that were the end.
The metal snakes through the air and "stings" each person within a 10 yard raidous of me. I say its a sting but it is really more of a weave, it pierces the flesh and moves through the skin and then on to the next person. As it finishes working its way through my friends, it retracts into me returning to my hand in the same way it was when I woke up that morning. In the place where the Iron pierced their hands it leaves something that looks like this.But still no one can see the new brand on their skin or the bar in my hand. The whole day continues in the same way with my friends being stricken with these invisible lines, and me in pain. Everyone I am close to is touched by the darkness, but because no one can see it I just let it slide and go to bed early.
Damn, I am stupid in my dreams. "SEE A DOCTOR YOU IDIOT"
For some reason, in the morning, its gone. Happiness fills my body and my life returns to normal, except when I go to school. Everyone the metal had bit and left that mark on, the mark grew. It looks like tree branches, how they randomly weave through the recipients skin.
But still, no one can see. So I ignore, and it grows. Until the darkness overtakes the person's heart and they die. One by one the closest people to me fall into darkness.

Anyone got any thoughts? I would tell ya mine but I'm afraid it would make me sound egocentric, so sweet dreams to you all.
-Taylor