Debate in my head

This is a thought process I am going through when I should be asleep.

1=optimist  2=pessimist  3=common sense

1.Ok, I need to be happy, lets blog about candy

2.Really thats how your gonna get through this

1.Maybe thats just what i need

2.how would you know what you need your an idiot

3.be nice you dont deserve this

2.how would you know what i need you cant even defend yourself

1.yes i can

2.really. look what your doing to yourself right now...how is this defensive...this is cruel

1.how do i deserve this? im a good person

2.good? good? thats a joke. you are a monster

1.Stop being so depressing, i need to stop doing this to myself

3.if you could stop you would of by now

2.ha ha good one

1.why dont we just stop and write something happy

2.you cant you worthless sack of crap...you should just give up

1.who do you think you are? i make people happy its what i do, i cant just give up

3.you shouldn't live your life just to please other people, its not healthy

1.please just be happy

2.happyness is for people who deserve it, you should just give up on life

1.peple would miss me

2.2 people at best

1.I hate you

3.you beter stop its getting close to midnight you dont want to miss our deadline

2.not like your gonna sleep at night anyway

1.i could sleep if i wanted to...so shpoople

3.nice

1.thank you

2.get out of here your not ok right now, stop thinking so much your destroying yourself with these stupid thoughts, you should try getting a friend or a hobby your depressing

1.your depressing!!

2.this argument has become one sided im winning and i never win something is wrong please stop yourself, am i being caring screw this im out (leaves chat)

1.I win